where I've been in my head

You know for the past few months in between recording and promoting for the new Fuzz and Mac I've been all over the place. California, Georgia, South Carolina and home in North Carolina. Just trying to make moves and grind as hard as I can with this music but over the past few months I find myself missing home more than usual. Could it be I'm actually happy and don't know it yet? Or am I stuck in sort of matrix and I ate the wrong pill. What ever it is has got me in the zone for sure these days. Since I've been back I hardly leave my house or interact with that many people. I guess I'm finally getting old and pretty much over the whole hanging thing.